Emptiness
Most of you know, that my father passed away a few months ago. For those of you who haven't, he died on September 15. It's kinda weird to think he's been gone for almost 3 months....
I've never had someone that close to me die before.... and it's been tough. As tough as it has been, I can tell you that the toughest part for me wasn't seeing his life slip away in the hospital. It wasn't being at his funeral and having to "saying" goodbye. It wasn't even having to deal with some family, who right after this whole thing, go back to their pettiness and bickering.
Those of you who've had someone close to you die will understand what I'm about to say, and those of you who haven't will, at some point in the future, understand what I'm about to say... The toughest part is living day to day and feeling like things have pretty much gone back to normal and then, out of the blue, hearing something or seeing something makes you think of that person and reminds you that you have a big part of you missing.... and that just sucks.